my secret love..

== Jojo – Secret Love ==

Boy you’re so hard to believe

Just a friend
That’s all I’ve ever been to you

Oh just a girl
Who wants to be the center of your world
But I ain’t got much to offer
But my heart and soul

And I guess that’s not enough
For you to notice me

I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you

[Chorus:]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
You don’t know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love

[Verse 2:]
In my dreams
I see us both together constantly
Why can’t you see
This love that’s here for you inside of me
Ohhh
What do I have to do
For you to notice this

You look at her with love
With me it’s just friendship
I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you

[Chorus:]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok
But ohh
You don’t know how it feels to be so in love
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love

[Bridge:]
What do you see in her
You don’t see in me (don’t see in me)
Boy you’re so hard to believe
Why do you show her love
But there’s none for me
Boy you don’t make sense to me
Is it because I don’t have much to offer
But my heart and soul

And I guess that’s not enough
For you to notice me

I’m just your girl
And I guess that’s all I’ll ever be to you
To you

[Chorus:]
I try to smile when I see other girls with you
Acting like everything is ok (everything ain’t ok)
But ohh
You don’t know how it feels to be so in love (so in love with you)
With someone who doesn’t even know
My secret love



Nihon no Matsuri at Japan – Indonesia Expo 2008 (part 2)

Huff, akhirnya setelah kelar nyetrika cucian yg menggunung, & yukata yg susahnya & ribeudnya minta ampun utk disetrika, I’m free now..!!
& Finally, I can write this report..!! Woo hoo..!! Here goes..

9th November ’08, me & my bestgirl, gilang, started to dressed up at 8.50am in my house (she slept at my place at the night before *sleep over time!*).. Who knew, that we can actually use a not-obi fabric to become an obi, since gilang doesn’t have any obi for the yukata she’ll be wearing (that yukata is mine too, but I’ll be happy to lend it for gilang), we use a fabric called “songket”,waakakak.. But it turned out cute..!! I made the obi-knot myself, & gladly, gilang was happy about it.. Tee hee (^o^)y Here’s our first photo shoots, wekekek..

ne, dou..??

ne, dou..??

my bestgirl & I

my bestgirl & I

see gilang's obi? that's songket ^o^

see gilangs obi? thats songket ^o^

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our fun-time..

After that, about 10.00am we went to the Expo..!! Thans to google earth, I can easily find the best route to get there, since I was driving by myself & gilang didn’t really know the route, so yes, of course I need guidance 😀 & about noon (12pm) we arrived, go straightly to Hall D, where the “Nihon no Matsuri” was held..
SOOOO MAAAAAANY PEOPLE were there..!!!! gilang & I were shocked! the crowds were 5x more than the last time we went there (2Nov’08).. The queue.. Geez.. Sick bro.. Indonesian people, Nihon-jin, were mixed up like a big pile of “cendol”, wahaahaha

Here’s the events that we enjoyed :
1. Tea Ceremony in the tatami room..

Tea ceremony at tatami room

Tea ceremony at tatami room

I’ve been in a real green tea ceremony before,in Tokyo’s Hama Rikyu garden.. seeing this here in Indonesia, made me misses Tokyo very very much..

2. Doraemon photoshoots..

an an an.. totemo daisuki..

an an an.. totemo daisuki..

KyAAAaa..!! Kawaiiii..!!! So hard to get the chance to take pictures together with doraemon, hikz hikz.. I can only scream *kawaii* from 2 metres distance..

3. Kanto + Taiko (part 1, at about 14.00 pm, indoor hall D)..

Kantoh + Taiko desu

Kantoh + Taiko desu

Kantoh lamps, see how tall it is??

Kantoh lamps, see how tall it is??

This is the first time I’ve ever see such real japanese traditional thingy.. Those selected men, were about to pick up the very big & tall stick full of lamps, which it’s total weight is about 50kg, unbelievable…!!! & they’re holding it not just by ordinary grip, but they put it on their foreheads, on their necks, on their hips, even on their mouth..!! remember, 50 kg! such power..!!! all I can react was *sugooooii..! suggyeeee..!!* ;P
And also amazing is the taiko, the taiko-bangers are ladies..!!!! this is the first time in the world that the taiko-bangers are women!! usually has always men, but this, here in this very event, the debut of women taiko-bangers perform.. Kakkoi na onna.. *o*
The kanto & taiko event held twice that day, at noon (indoor) & at night (outdoor)..

4. the Food booth..
sorry, no picture for this, coz it was TERRIBLY CROWDED..!!! *totally exhausted after ‘the fight’, hahaha.. we had takoyaki & kakigori.. Crazy queue.. but the takoyaki, Hmmm.. oishiiii…

5. FREE TIME..!! While waiting for the next interesting event (coz I DO planned to come back home late ;p), Time for us to stroll around the expo to find cosplayers, taking pictures with them, or looking around the various booths, or sightseeing the japanese atmosphere, etc. etc.. Here’s the pictures..!!

made from papers, cute huh..?!?

made from papers, cute huh..?!?

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Omikoshi.. heavy yo..

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in a nice scenery cornernaisshu costume, desu ne..

Gaban desu!!

Gaban desu!!

Nihon no matsuri e, irrashaimasseee.. q(^o^)

Nihon no matsuri e, irrashaimasseee.. q(^o^)

Indonesian & Nihon-jin

Indonesian & Nihon-jin

ancient kamen rider..??

ancient kamen rider..??

May I have one of these..??

May I have one of these..??

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With Nindy, miss ya!!

at pertamina-LNGs stand

at Pertamina-LNGs stand

japanese scenery

japanese scenery

Kakkoii desu yo ne..?!? *o*

Kakkoii desu yo ne..?!? *o*
wew, thats a light gun?

wew, thats a light gun?

Japanese atmosphere.. lovin it!

Japanese atmosphere.. lovin it!

my heroes..

my heroes..

Pinky na onna..? otoko..? XD

Pinky na onna..? otoko..? XD

tsukurimashoo..! tsukurimashoo..!

tsukurimashoo..! tsukurimashoo..!

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= Daruma =

too high!! I cant reach it! hikz..

too high!! I cant reach it! hikz..

pretty cosplayer

pretty cosplayer

while enjoying the japanese live band..

while enjoying the japanese live band..

how was my butterfly-knot? I made it myself ^^

how was my butterfly-knot? I made it myself ^^

omoshiroi na Kanto hito-tachi

omoshiroi na Kanto hito-tachi

Saint seiya (cabaret), sumpah mereka kocak

Saint seiya (cabaret), sumpah mereka kocak

Looks like, and feels like in Japan..

Looks like, and feels like in Japan..

FF X-2 team.. Cool..!! Rikku ga.. waww

FF X-2 team.. Cool..!! (kok FF-8 gk ada y?)

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There.. the last picture of me taken that day.. Such a memorial day for me.. & for my bestgirl too.. After the Kanto (noon session), there are lots and lots of events..!!! Choir, Musical Drama entitled “Kaguya-Hime”, Japanese live band (real nihonjin!! really funny..), and cabaret show.. Also other uncounted events..!!! Pusing jg gw klo harus sebutin semua-muanyuaa..

After enjoying the “Kanto” ceremony outside (20.30), we continue to enjoying the last atmosphere around.. SSOOOOOO MAAAANY PEOPLE….!!!! yet, SO E.X.C.I.T.I.N.G…!!! Thousands of people gathering to celebrate the golden year of friendship between our beloved country and the country WHICH I LOVE MORE..!!! huaahahahaha…

ANy way, about 20.50, the main Bon Odori stage was moved to the center of the free outdoor area (the same area for Kanto).. then, most of the people started gone crazy *BON ODORI!! BON ODORI!!!* while walking (even jumping2) aside the stage.. & finally, the BON ODORI started..!!!! & we all danced very very excitedly..!!! eventhough sometimes we moved mistakely, but WHAT THE HECK, WE WANNA DAAAANNCE..!!!!
and you know what, Saking gua semangatnya tuh ngedance Odori, geta (bakiak) gw smpet ‘ktinggalan’, and Obi (kain sabuk pinggang) gw sampe copot.. and keinjek2 sndiri..!! TWICE..!!! HUaakakakak.. yg ada gw sm gilang NGAKAK NGAKAK ga karuan.. smpe org2 yg di samping gw ikut2an geli.. ampun dah heboh banget.. pdhl itu udh jam 21.30an, but still, the atmosphere in that area, WAS UnBelievably LIVELY..!!! SO MUCH FUN..!!! All kinds of Tradisional Bon Odori songs was played.. hundreds of people moving in harmony and lively.. DEFINITELY I WON’T FORGET THAT..!! HOW COULD I..?!?? hahahaha..
after the Bon Odori, then the expo has finally come to an end..

But Seriously, Even until now, gw masih inget, waktu acara selesai and gw sm gilang jalan mnuju mobil mw pulang (dan bahkan sampe udah di tol), gua n gilang masih suka ‘kebawa’ sm lagu2nya.. *woo.. oo.. sawari nante oboro.. la la la la..* terutama lagunya chibi maruko-chan (gw ga ngerti judul aslinya apa).. *netsu da atte, wasurenaai..* —- *piichara..piichara.. pap paparppa..*

KyAAaaa.. I really wish I can be a real part of that tradition someday..!!! q(^o^)p

Wisudaaa..!! (sorry telat reportnya :p)

First of all, I wanna say, Alhamdulillah.. Thank you for Allah swt, my nurturing mom & dad, my inspiring brother & sister, & my supporting friends, & aaaaalllll….!!!! Wisuda juga euy.. Wlw smpet ogah2an wisuda (secara mahal ajah biayanya, hikz hikz), tp inget psn nyokap “masa kamu udh belasan tahun sekolah, ga mw ngerasain perayaannya sedikitpun?”. well.. okey deh, wlw dgn berat hati, coz byrnya segitu tp dptnya cm baju bahan “terpal” gitu, waakakak.. Tapi ternyata, memang, walau hari itu tidak begitu berkesan bgt bwt ay (kalah jauh drpd wktu di Jpn Expo 🙂 ), tapi hari itu adalah salah satu hari yg paling membanggakan bwt ortu (that’s what they told me after the event)..

It’s not really a momentarial day for me, but for my mom & dad, sure they’ve cried when they saw me walking in the isle that day.. Huwaaa.. Terharuuu.. Love you Mom..!! Love you Dad..!!

To all of you who graduated at the same time with me, CONGRATULATION..!!!! it’s time for us to start a new fight..!!! Minna-san, Ganbarrreee…!!!! q(^o^)p

my bestgirl (gilang) & me

my bestgirl (gilang) & me

Bestfriends with their moms

Bestfriends with their moms

busy with my hat, stop laughing gilang ;( *hikz*

busy with my hat, stop laughing gilang ;( *hikz*

With our dads

With our dads

with girls

with girls

me, dwi, & tiar

me, dwi, & tiar

tari,me, dimas,& rya

tari,me, dimas,& rya

partner at edutekh, Shantyyy

partner at edutekh, Shantyyy

again, dwi, dito, n me

dwi, dito, n me

Indonesia Game Show 2008

The FIRST game show in Indonesia, EVER..!!

Indonesia Game Show

Indonesia Game Show

Here is the official web site ==> Indonesia Game Show

You wanna see the invitation? Here goes..
Click here to see the invitation ^_^

Hope to see you there, y’all game freaks..!!!

My Favorite Games of all time..

Pgn sharing aja nih, sekalian nostalgila… huehuehue..

Blkgan ini makin banyak yg ngomong ke gw klo mereka (selalu) ngiler sm game2 “gila” jmn sekarang.. Emang seh, untuk generasi gw (ada yg ngerasa seangkatan sm gw??), rasa2nya udh mulai sulit menggapai kecepatan perkembangan game & console-nya yg makin nggilani (baca : ampun dah)..

Daripada gw cm bisa ngiler mikirin games yg semakin lama, semaaakin gillaaaa spec-nya.. *mupeng kronis mode on* mupeng Mendingan gw bernostalgila sm yg dulu gw gilain.. (Truly are rejuvenating moments 4 me..)

I don’t know about you people, but here’s my most Favorite games I’ve ever played in my life..

& ga cm game terfavorit aja, each of these games, udah pernah gw mainin setidaknya 3x..!!! not once, or twice, but Thrice..!!! Makanya jgn heran, klo gw di suruh mainin lagi game-game di bawah ini, gw kyk udh jd “warga” di dlm game-nya.. I know every corner, every monster, every treasure, every boss, every other thing that you might not remembered, you name it… I’m pretty sure I’ll know it.. Whuaahaha..

= 1 = Chrono Cross [PS 1]

THIS CHRONO CROSS game is My MOST Favorite of all…!!!! Love the amazing parallel world, Love the Fighting gameplay (visible monsters, no surprises), Love the massive numbers of characters you can find throughout the game, Love the whole idea about choosing your own path & stories on how you will end this game, Love the colorful graphics, I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS GAME…!!!! thumb I’ll play this game again, again, & again.. & again..

= 2 = Final Fantasy VIII [PS 1]
Final Fantasy VIII

This FF VIII game is my most favorite game in final fantasy series.. I like FF VII too, but I prefer FF VIII. Because of it’s incredibly smooth graphic (of his time,I think), the touching love story between Squall & Rinoa lovesick, all other cool characters that are almost-to-reality, great world environments, & of course, the overall story.. I’ve played this game for 3 times.. I’m Lovin’ it all my life..! I also played the FFVI, FFVII, FFIX (2x), & FFX-2..

= 3 = Resident Evil 3 : Nemesis [PS 1]
nemesis

This RE 3 game I don’t know why but since the first time I played it, I feel like.. this is me!! Huahuahua.. Jalan-jalan keliling kota, bertamasya di antara zombie2, klo udh luka, yg non vegetarian ga akan survive di sini, secara obatnya lalapan semua, Huuaakakak.. Ga kebayang aj jmn segitu, dgn outfit seminim itu, msh muat bawa2 pot lalapan (obat:herbs), wkwkwk.. Dah gt ada anjing lah, ada si nemesisnya jg lah, tp sbnrnya yg paling bikin BT itu bukan anjing or zombie or nemesis, tpi makhluk ga jelas yg tiap nongol psti berpasangan (istilah gw dulu : monster paket), yg lidahnya panjang, geraknya lincah bgt, yg bs tiba2 menggal kepala, or bikin keracunan, eeuurrrggghh.. tewas

& for the record, gw udh namatin game ini, 4x…!!!! huakakakak jd kebayang kan sebrp hafalnya gw sm game ini..?? huehuehue.. utk RE 1 & RE 2 jg udh namatin msg2 2x, huehue

= 4 = Dance Dance Revolution Series [PS 1 & Arcade]
Yes, when I said “Series”, I meant ALL the series of DDR, I’ve played them all..!! huahahaha
ddrmachineddr1ddr2ddr3 ddr4 ddr5

Here is a VERY COOL freestyler video (A-Team) with the song Brilliant2u (this is only one of the thousands videos of DDR freestyler) :

Jadi kangen sm kk n tmn SMP gw, partner ber-DDR-ria.. baik di rmh pk dance carpetnya (prnah mpe benjol ni pala gara2 kepleset), or di arcade machine-nya on any gamezone we visited (klo ini ga pernah malu2in duoonk) … Mlh jd tontonan, huehuehue.. Ada yg mau koleksi mp3nya?? gw punya kompliiittt.. joget

Huwaaa jd K.A.N.G.E.N pgn maen laghee..!!! Ada yg mw jd partner gw..?? mw level basic, another, or SSR?? hayoo dah.. *~* Kangeeennn..

= 5 = Harvest Moon : back to nature [PS 1]
back to nature

This Harvest Moon game , adalah game yg paling getol gw cari walkthrough & cheat-nya di segala macem majalah game, u name it, I have it, bahkan sampe beli buku full-guidenya jg, 2 versi pula!! ampun2an dah kl inget, prnah mainin ni game dr jam 7 mlm (sabtu) sampe jam 11 mlm (minggu) terus2an ngototmain, yaa plg cm diselingi makan n mandi, critanya lg balas dendam hbs masa2 ujian kls 2 SMP (klo ga salah? mulai pikuun..) 3x gw mainin game ini, 3x pula karakter gw nikah sm 3 cewe yg berbeda, 1st Popuri, 2nd Karen, 3rd Elli.. wkwkwk
Pasti diantara para gamer di luar sana (inluding you maybe?) , BUUUUAANNYAAAAKKK BANGET yg udh pernah mainin ini jg, y kaan..?? hayooo ngakuuu..!!! Gw jg mainin yg HM versi cewenya & yg di PS 2 Save the homeland but HM : BTN is still the Best Farming Game ever.. (4 me :D)

= 6 = Need for Speed : Underground 2 [PC]
NFS underground 2

this NFS game is my most favorite racing game ever!!! Walau gw jg mainin seri NFS yg lain : NFS Hot pursuit 2 , NFS Underground 1 , NFS Most Wanted , NFS Carbon , & yg sekarang lg dimainin NFS ProStreet (except for NFS Undercover, not yet played) , tetep yg paling gw suka : Underground 2.. Why?? Beautiful city night environment, hot & sexy host (I wish I can be like her ;p), & the VERY COOL SONGS for speeding!! (I have all the songs, u want some?).. Saking sukanya, even until now, gw gkda bosen2nya dgrin lagu2nya (esp. when I’m driving, maunya ngebuuuut mulu ;p )
Bahkan neh (jah bahkan?), fitur GPS yg tersedia di dlmnya, cm gw pake saat pertama kali mainin (krg lbh 5 jam pertama), berikut2nya? makin lama gw stroll around, all by myself, jd makin hafal gw!! huehue secara jg skrg gw udh namatin tu game krg lbh 5x.. huehueHUEHUEHUE…

= 7 = The Sims 2 [PC]
The sims 2 original

Last, but definitely not least, My most favorite Simulation game : The Sims 2 . I’m sure all of you KNOW this game, or even maybe idolize this game too..?? hehe.. Pada awalnya aja gw emang suka bgt sm the sims, so begitu muncul versi yg SERBA SEMPURNA ini, maaakinlah awak cinta ma ni gem.. huehue.. Any other comment?? nope, just P.E.R.F.E.C.T… (^o^)y

Well, those 7 games are my Most Top 7 games of my life.. and still, I can’t get enough of them..!!

How about you..?!??! What’s your favorite games of all time..?!?!

nyo

Blogger Award..

I coudn’t believe my own eyes about what I just saw, through a comment, ferbuz told me that I just won an award… Award..?? award apaan gan..??? krn penasaran, lgsg mnuju TKP.. & Ternyataa, gw dapet boo’… Huehueee.. Thank You feri feri much yo buuuzzz… wkwkwk

Blogger award
1st of all, I wanna thank God, my mom, my best bloggers & morrons (of course), esp. to ferbuz, I really really appreciate it man.. truly I am.. *the first award I ever got!oh man..*

There are rules for this award though :
1. Put the logo on your blog.
2. Add a link to the person who awarded you.
3. Nominate at least 7 other blogs.
4. Add links to those blogs on yours.
5. Leave a message for your nominees on their blog

So, based on the rules, Berikut adalah pemenang award “Semangat ngeBlog & Terus berKarya” :
1. Johan
2. Ilyas asia
3. Fifi
4. Pramono
5. Diana
6. Dinda
7. Anggi

Once again, Congratz you guuyyz…!!!! Keep on blogging, y’all…!!!

[Updated] Indonesia-Japan Expo Report (part 1)

Huehue.. akhirnya kesampean jg dtg ke sana,wlw melalui perjuangan dulu wktu brgkt, bygin aje brgkt jam 12 sampe sana jam 16!! geez.. what a trip! (-_-‘)

But it all pays off when I reached there, whoo ruaammeeee…!!! gw yg cm berdua sm gilang (not you mbah, wkwkwk) sohib gw dr kecil, lgsg puyeng msti kmana dulu, every corner in there are too attractive to be missed.. 4 halls, 1 big stage in the center area, smpe rmh hantu jpn aja ada, beuhh mumet lah maak.. finally,lgsg ke kiri aj dah, telusurin semuanya clockwise..

& here’s some pictures I got.. (sbnrnya msh kurang byk, blm ambil dr kamera tmn jg)

Huge Mitsubishi's stand

Huge Mitsubishi

Mitsubishi Regional Jet

Mitsubishi Regional Jet

Japan Airlines

Japan Airlines

one of the arts on display, it's funny...

one of the arts on display, funny

Kocak, super heroes pd minta tukeran budaya

Kocak, super heroes pd mw tukeran budaya

Harajuku shoes maybe..?

Harajuku shoes maybe..?

Di sanalah SkyZ manggung sorenya..

Di sanalah SkyZ manggung sorenya..

**) Bentar ya to, video lu blm gw upload, sabar yee.. Nice performance btw!!

my bestgirl with cosplayers

my bestgirl with cosplayers

Some other cosplayers :

Mnrt gw, sailormoon inilah yg cosplaynya plg keren, mlh seharusnya ikut masquerade aja..

Fujitsu - Intel

Fujitsu - Intel

Canon, nice triangle

Canon, nice triangle

Punya BKPM, very very nice...

Punya BKPM, very very nice...

Toyota, massive japanese empire

Toyota, massive japanese empire

Daihatsu

Daihatsu

bkpm (wider view)

bkpm (wider view)

Stage-nya J-Sekai

Stage-nya J-Sekai

Miura

Miura

Teijin, nan da kore?

Teijin, nan da kore?.. and Epson

Sharp (ngiler sm aquos super thin yg di-display muter2 kk..)

Sharp (ngiler sm aquos super thin yg di-display muter2 kk..)

Well, itulah sekelumit gejolak (alaghh) yg ada di J-I Expo tgl 2 november kmrn.. Siapa ngira, exactly 1 year ago I was in Tokyo, this year I attend the biggest japanese expo ever occur in Indonesia.. 2 November berikutnya, kira2 gw udh di TUIS blm y?? waakakak.. **wishing upon a deserted moon** mode on..

Oya, sbnrnya ada video performance bandnya Dito & Iksie, tp blm gw upload, blm copy dr kamera tmn, huehue.. Akan segera menyusuuuuulll…!!!

Next week, insya Allah ay akan ke sana lg, with 2 of my best girls, & we’ll be wearing Yukataaas..!! Woo hoo… Mgkn mlh mw lebih habis2an drpd mggu kmrn, huehuehue.. Ada yg mw datang jg..??? Hayooo hayoooo… Qta ber-Bon Odori rame-rameeee…!!!!

*** Here’s the Update :

Gw udh upload video performance band tmn gw si Dito & Iksie, with their band “Skyz” live at Japan-Indonesia Expo, 2 November 2008.. & Also I added some more photos.. 😀 Narsis dikit boleh dunk?

Video Song #1 Skyz Live at Japan Indonesia Expo :

Video Song #2 SkyZ live at Japan Indonesia Expo :

Here’s some more photos.. Tee hee.. (^o^)y

Crazy Clowns at JI-Expo 2008

Crazy Clowns at JI-Expo 2008

Gaya dikit, duh si mba pinky sblh kiri ganggu aja, wkwkwk

Gaya dikit, duh si mba pinky sblh kiri ganggu aja, wkwkwk

Im with a couple of cosplayer (bleach, I guess?)

Im with a couple of cosplayer (bleach, I guess?)

Me at JI-Expo again.. how'd i look? wkwk

Me again at JI-Expo 2008..

REALLY HOPING FOR ANOTHER JAPAN-INDONESIA EXPO TO BE HELD AGAIN HERE, SOON.. (^O^)y

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