Question of a lifetime..

Akhirnyaa…
Acc juga hoeuy.. hooyeee….
perjuangan 2 bulan kekurangan tidur.. kurang makan.. kurang gizi.. kurang perhatian.. (Halah nda’ jelas)
tp kok males daftar sidang yak.. hwekekek..

Ay lg ada pressure neh, dulu ada beban supaya harus bisa masuk sekolah se-bagus sekolah kakak2 gw.. coz klo ngga, bonyok akan kecewa.. alhamdulillah sukses..
Trus beban untuk bisa masuk univ. negeri, tp gagal (same thing like my siblings..) Very Happy
Ada juga tekanan batin, ngeliat kakak2 gw pd dapet kerjaan yg “mantab” punya, coz bwt gw itu berarti gw jg harus bisa dpt kerjaan yg mantab jg di masa depan.. (insya Allah dapet, so my parents will proud of me, as much as they’re proud of my bro and sis)
Terakhir kemarin, pernikahan kakak2 gw, the oldest one got married with a “princess” from across “island”..
then the second one, she got married with a “prince” from across “nation”..
Both of their weeding and marriage are “sophisticated”..
I’m so happy and proud for them..
but… somehow..
Gw merasakan tekanan yg sama seperti yg dulu2..
Will I ever found someone to make my parents and family proud of my marriage someday..??
what a question of a lifetime..

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2 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Lee
    Nov 15, 2007 @ 02:28:56

    untuk membuat ortu ayu bangga sm ayu, pertama x yang ayu lakukan hanya dengan berusaha menjadi diri sendiri, bukan berusaha menjadi seperti ka2k2 ayu..jalan hidup itu sudah ditentukan masing2 o/ YANG DI ATAS..jadi qt cm bisa b’usaha dan b’doa n jalanin j hidup ni..toh sapa tw dengan usaha yg ayu lakukan(g’ berusaha u/ mjd spti ka2k2 ayu, melainkan ayu b’usaha u/ mjdi diri sendiri tanpa dibayangi k’suksesan ka2k2 ayu), ayu bisa lebih sukses n berhasil dr ka2k2 ayu…SEMAAAANGAAATTTTT

  2. ayoe-ravenclaw
    Oct 27, 2008 @ 14:50:27

    oh my, almost a year have passed.. so many things have happened.. yet, still.. that’s definitely still a question of a lifetime 4 me..

    @Lee
    thanq bgt ya nel, amin amin amiinnnnn..!!!
    skrg ay udh dpt lentera hati (alagh), I’ll look for a smart, bright, intelligent & brilliant man, so I won’t be lost, coz he’ll be my guidance to reach perfection in life.. (also in the next life ^.^ amin..)

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