Salah satu sifat mulia yang dianjurkan dalam Al Qur’an adalah sikap memaafkan:

خُذِ الْعَفْوَ وَأْمُرْ بِالْعُرْفِ وَأَعْرِضْ عَنِ الْجَاهِلِينَ

Jadilah pemaaf dan suruhlah orang mengerjakan yang makruf, serta jangan pedulikan orang-orang yang bodoh. (QS. Al-A’raf 7:199)

Dalam ayat lain Allah berfirman:

وَلْيَعْفُوا وَلْيَصْفَحُوا أَلَا تُحِبُّونَ أَنْ يَغْفِرَ اللَّهُ لَكُمْ وَاللَّهُ غَفُورٌ رَحِيمٌ

“…dan hendaklah mereka memaafkan dan berlapang dada. Apakah kamu tidak suka bahwa Allah mengampunimu? Dan Allah Maha Pengampun, Maha Penyayang.” (QS. An Nuur, 24:22)

Mereka yang tidak mengikuti ajaran mulia Al Qur’an akan merasa sulit memaafkan orang lain. Sebab, mereka mudah marah terhadap kesalahan apa pun yang diperbuat. Padahal, Allah telah menganjurkan orang beriman bahwa memaafkan adalah lebih baik:

يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا إِنَّ مِنْ أَزْوَاجِكُمْ وَأَوْلَادِكُمْ عَدُوًّا لَكُمْ فَاحْذَرُوهُمْ وَإِنْ تَعْفُوا وَتَصْفَحُوا وَتَغْفِرُوا فَإِنَّ اللَّهَ غَفُورٌ رَحِيمٌ

… dan jika kamu maafkan dan kamu santuni serta ampuni (mereka), maka sungguh, Allah Maha Pengampun, Maha Penyayang. (QS. At Taghaabun, 64:14)

Berlandaskan hal tersebut, kaum beriman adalah orang-orang yang bersifat memaafkan, pengasih dan berlapang dada, sebagaimana dinyatakan dalam Al Qur’an :

الَّذِينَ يُنْفِقُونَ فِي السَّرَّاءِ وَالضَّرَّاءِ وَالْكَاظِمِينَ الْغَيْظَ وَالْعَافِينَ عَنِ النَّاسِ وَاللَّهُ يُحِبُّ الْمُحْسِنِينَ

“Yaitu orang2 yang menginfakkan hartanya ketika lapang dan sempit dan menahan amarahnya dan memaafkan (kesalahan) orang lain.” (QS. Ali ‘Imraan, 3:134)

-original writings from ustadz agus handoko-

Maka itu teman2ku yg dimuliakan Allah, mari qta latih hati untuk tetap tulus & ikhlas yuk..??

hindari perkataan “ya, aku telah maafkan kamu” tetapi sesungguhnya dlm hati masih tersimpan ketidak-ridhoan untuk memaafkan…

bisa2 qta malah makin jauh deh dari Allah, na’udzubillah mindzaliiq..

jgn hanya menjadi manusia yg murah senyum, murah maaf juga yuk..?   hehehe

supaya hati qta bersih, ya ngga..??? ;D

wasslm mlkm wr.wb.

(^__^)y

ADA satu cerita berbunyi begini, semalam kawan saya dan isterinya mengundang beberapa orang untuk makan malam di rumah. Isterinya pun sejak pagi sudah rnempersiapkan segala masakannya. Ketika semua tamu datang, isterinya menyuruh anaknya yang berusia enam tahun untuk membaca doa sebelum makan.
“Afiq, kamu pimpin baca doa ya.”
“Tapi mak, doanya bagaimana?” tanya Afiq.
“Katakan saja apa-apa yang biasa ibu katakan,” kata isteri saya.
Afiq segera menadah tangan dan berkata, “Ya Tuhanku, kenapa saya harus mengundang orang-orang ini makan malam.”
Kita tidak perlu berbuat apabila tidak ingin untuk berbuat. Tidak perlu berpura-pura untuk mengambil hati. Risikonya berat, marah, dan hilang keikhlasan. Lebih baik kelihatan macam orang pelit tetapi hatinya baik daripada nampak pemurah tetapi hatinya merana.
Kehidupan kini selalu menyaksikan jamuan makan-makan diadakan dalam berbagai acara. Makan-makan sudah jadi trend di kantor, bahkan di mana-mana saja. Yang membuatnya melakukan karena takut dikatakan tidak prihatin manakala yang diundang berusaha hadir sebab takut dikatakan tidak peduli.
Tanpa menafikan kejujuran dan keikhlasan, apa yang dipaparkan di atas bukanlah sesuatu yang mustahil. Memang ada orang buat undangan supaya orang datang dan masuk ke dalam rumah dan memuji-muji cantik rumahnyanya, mahalnya barang-barang perhiasan dan kayanya si tuan rumah, sedangkan acara makan-makan sekadar alasan untuk menarik orang datang.
Serupa seseorang yang asyik menuding ke atas tatkala bercerita, sebenarnya ingin menunjukkan jam tangan mahal yang baru dibelinya. Seorang yang menawarkan diri hendak mengantar seseorang sebenarnya hendak menunjukkan bahwa dia sudah punya mobil baru.
Pelbagai taktik dilakukan oleh manusia untuk mengelabui mata manusia. Dengan pelbagai alasan untuk menyembunyikan maksud sebenarnya, semuanya lebih diketahui oleh Allah S.W.T.
Firman Allah S.W.T. yang bermaksud, “Mereka coba menyembunyikan (keburukan) daripada manusia, tetapi mereka tidak mampu (berlindung) daripada (pengetahuan) Allah S.W.T.” (An-Nisa: 108).
Kadang-kadang apa yang dilakukan bisa dibaca maksudnya tanpa perlu memikirnya. Betulkah syukuran untuk kesyukuran atau hendak beritahukan bahwa anaknya sudah masuk universitas dengan megah dan bangganya. Betulkah ajak kawan-kawan makan karena ikhlas atau sebenarnya hendak tunjukkan banyak duit walaupun pada akhir bulan. Betulkah ganti mobil selalu sebab benar-benar mampu atau sedang perang persaingan kekayaan.
Seharusnya merasa malu dengan muslihat sendiri yang diada-adakan. Sesuatu perbuatan baik yang dilakukan atas maksud riya dan pamer, tiada nilainya di sisi Allah S.W.T.
Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda, “Malu dan amanah ialah perkara yang mula-mula sekali hilang dari dunia ini, oleh sebab itu mintalah kepada Allah S.W.T. demi kedua-duanya.”

I just wanna cry..
how deeply hurt this heart is..
how can I cure this hurting hurt..
how should I manage to make this heart unhurtable..
everytime..
when will I ever have his love truly for me..
just like the way I have for him..
when will he ever changed to love me..
just like the way I changed for him too..
it’s painful..
very painful..
to know that the one you loves so much in your life..
is thinking about another woman..
is thinking about how to manage to keep closer to another woman..
is thinking about how to make way to be closer to another woman & not knowing by me..
hurt me really deep..
really really deep when your trust is crossed..
how can I trust him..
when he always he hurts me like this..
what did I ever did to you..?
to make you this cruel to me..
can’t you see that you are the love of my life..?
why can’t you…
so much pain I feel..
but so much love I feel for you..

I wanna cry..

I just wanna cry..

Aslm mlkm..

Wuihh.. udh lama banget sejak terakhir aku buka blog ini.. banyak banget hal yg udh terlewati tanpa aku tulis di blog ini.. ma’aaaaf bgt yaah.. jd terbengkalai begini.. ;p

Pertama2, I have something to tell you… Alhamdulillah aku udah pake jilbab sekaraaang… (^_^) doakan semoga aku tetap istiqomah ya teman2.. Amin

Second of all, mmm.. kedepannya insya Allah aku akan isi blog ini dgn lebih banyak lagi hal2 yang baik dan berguna.. ;D berguna dlm mencari keridhoan Allah tentunya.. insya Allah..

Gmn kabar tmn2 yg lain?? udh nambah blm umurnya?? udh pd lulus blm yg kmrn blm lulus?? (hehe..)
semoga semuanya sudah makin sukses skrg.. see you all later..
wasslm mlkm..

Yaay.. nambah lagi award yg ay dapet..!! Ini nih, saking rajinnya ay keluyuran ke blog tmn2 n ninggalin jejak2 ga penting (hehehe), eh malah ayu dpt award ini deH!!

Wew.. ternyata ada award yang begini ya?? hehehe..

Even so, ay beneran dapet award ini nih,Ben..??? HOraaayy.. Menyenangkaaaan.. Thanx ya Benny..!!! Btw katanya ay dpt award ini coz ay tetep maksain diri sering main2 ke blog dy wlwpun dy jarang posting, hehehe..
Yaa namanya juga menjaga silaturahmi di lingkungan blogger society, ben..

Once again, thanx yaw..!! Berikutnyaaa, pelestarian dari award ini bwt para komentator2 yg rajin dtg ke blog ay..
Oya, utk catatan sblm ay list org2nya, sbnrnya ada nama2 yg pgn bgt gw sebut jg di sini, tp berhubung org2 itu jg udh dpt award ini sblm ay (you know who you are ),so I’ll pass this award bwt yg lain ya..

Here are the ones who helped me so much through their comments for me.. :
1. Tsukino Usagi..
( onee-chan!! atas semua advice2nya yg sgt2 berbobot, Doumo Arigatou na..!! (^,^)y Miss u so much!! )
2. Ari Akina
(hehe, wlw br kenal, seru jg, sesama cewe pecinta jepang, kompak terus yaa..)
3. Gilang Romadina
(My Bestgirl!! can’t wait to get our bestfriendship to blogging.. ehehe)
4. Dinda
(dindut a.k.a adindong, tmn masa keciiiilku, wehehe..)
5. Diana
(si neng Bonana.. dah lama ga nongol lg,dulu mah rajin euy..)

There… those are the commentator of this blog.. hehehe.. Congratz yaaaw..!!

Bagi yg pd dapet, silahkan dilestarikan ke blog tmn2nya tmn.. *alaghh* Hehehe.. Have a Nice Blog-Commenting everyone..!!

(^,^)y

Now’s 3.30 PM on my laptop’s time.. it’s friday.. and tomorrow’s long weekend..!!! Can’t wait to spend some time with my beloved family.. (hopefully there won’t be any quarrel.. -_-)
Tomorrow we plan to go to our ‘Midori-uchi’ (green house) up on a hill in bandung.. (^_^)y
After a long, tiring, and stressfull full-of-work week, I’m sure any of you need to get those stress out of your head this weekend..

Eventhough I’m excited, but still.. I feel there’s something missing.. a BIG thing is missing..

him…..

huhuhu.. when will I ever be able to ask him to go with my family..
I can’t wait to introduce him to my family..
about how nice he is..
how kind he is..
how patient he is when he deals with my impatients..
how patient he is when he teaches me everything.. about being a new and better person..
for myself.. for him.. and absolutely for ALLAH swt..
I’m so proud of him… (^_^)

Once again, thank you for loving me.. (^o^)

Huu.. I miss him already..!!! *huff huff..* (-_-’)

Anyway..!!! How about your long weekend plan..??? tell me about your long weekend..
Later I’ll update this thread about the details on what we’ll be doing throughout the long weekend..

Have a Great time this weekend, Y’ALL…!!!!!

*Here’s the update*

Hikz hikz hikz.. it turned out to a ‘Not-Really-Fun’ weekend..  eventhough me and my family went together as one,I guess what’s inside us has not yet ‘together’.. T_T

Plan ke kebun cobelly, gagal krn ujan terus2an slm 3hr (hikz.. damn u imlek). lalu plan ke paris van java, gagal jg,yg lain pd ogah2an.. T.T  selanjutnya mw onsen ke ciater, huwaaaa gak jadeee jugaa.. krn ibuku blg lg ngga mood.. >.<  Hikz.. jdnya berdiamlah diriku di vila hijau itu dgn lepi kesygan yg jd obat bosan yg cukup lumayan mujarab..

Walau pd akhirnya BT jg.. ngeliat keluar, ujan.. pgn komunikasi sm si dia, eh dy lg di gunung (yg notabenenya gkda sinyal), alamat putus hubungan dah slama weekend kmrn.. Huuhuhuhu.. T_T

So Un-Fun…  *sigh*   Umm.. but at least, I still had the chance to buy something for the one I Love, so I’m overjoyed by the excitement of waiting tha chance to give it to him

dan juga, thanx bgt bwt boss coz lepinya boleh ay colong dulu.. hehehe. n tentu saja, “Al-Jumanatul Ali” juga yg udh berjasa bikin malam2 sepiku di sana jd lebih bermakna.. ;>

So, how’s your Imlek..?? were you “wet”..?? ‘coz of the rain and the angpau…?? hehehe.. Bagi-bagi angpaunya duuunks.. anyone..?? hehehe..

wasslm mlkm. (^,^)y

17 januari 2009, hari sabtu yg cukup cukup membosankan..
Dari pagi bangun shalat subuh, lalu lgsg tdur lg.sampe pagi lg aku dibangunin yg tercinta utk bangun.. (^_^) wlw seneng, jujur, masih ngantuuuuukk… sepertinya ‘tabungan’ begadangku nagih untuk dilunasi.. pdhl udh niat udh lama, bklan ninggalin kebiasaan begadang.. tpi, hikz..  so, spt biasa, bgtu sabtu, alamat bangkong boww.. td br bangun jam 10, wekekekek.. tp itupun sbnrnya blm puas, tp udh kburu dibangunin ibu,msti siap2 jd supir again.. hikz spt biasa, adat weekend ibu n bpk pd kangen cucu ke rmh kk.. di hari2 kerja, pekerjaan sbg programmer + pro-gamer [ ;p ], begitu weekend, pekerjaan berganti sbg driver / maid , huhuhu.. trs kapan ay bs santai totalnya yaak.. hehehe.. (gmn sih yu!itu sih namanya kewajiban sbg anak.., kata ayu ke diri sendiri)   n skrg, lg dirmh kk, bgtu gkda kerjaan, smuanya pd tidur, ay kebosaaaaaaanan sendiri.. mlh jd ga kepgn tidur,huff.. what should I do.. what to do.. pgn inetan, there’s no connection I can establish here.. kk ga psg inet, L7 ay jg gprsnya brmasalah.. huhu B.O.R.I.N.G  a.k.a  B.O.S.A.A.A.A.A.N….  T_______T
Dah gt, ntar mlm sygku mw lembur di kantor, andai ay bisa ikut bantu.. wlw itu cm sekedar, bikinin air putih (lho?!?), atau masakin nasi putih (lhogh?!?)  atau cm sekedar memberi sedikit kasih putih.. (aih aihh.. *ay jd najong sndiri yak*)  Dy di sana bgtu kelibeutan sm kerjaan, sdgkan ay di sini manyun.. gkda inet, ga bs komunikasi sm dy.. makiiiinnn membosankan daaahh.. hikz hikzz.
Smoga ntar sore ada kegiatan yg menyenangkan di sini.. huff. for now, ay ceklist dulu ah apa aj yg msti ay lakuin, skalian ngingetin diri sndiri, maklum makin lama makin pikun (pasti ada yg lgsg cengar cengir stlh baca statement td, puas sampean??!? wkwkwk)
- integrasi LMS bag. ay n shanty.. (ga kelar-kelar neh integrasi, makin hr makin mw huoeeek..)
- urus ijazah s1 (whekekeke, udh dr kpn tw blm ay urus2, malaysian bgt gtu bwt ke kampus lg *gayamuu..ky ke kampus jauh aja*  whaakakaka)
- buy a new esia phone.. or should I buy a new cdma phone..? msh binun.
- hmm.. segitu dulu aja deh, sisanya nyusul..

btw, gi bingung ney, rasa2nya ay mulai ga sanggup ngehandle coming-soon projects, yg makin aneh2 dikasih sm big boss.. tau emoticon YM yg ‘at wits end’..?? itu lho yg muka frustasi smbil narik2 rambut sndiri mpe rontok..?? well, kira2.. itulah adanya ayu skrg2 ini.. wahahaha *gila*
Udah dulu deh curhatan ga penting ini, skalian bunuh2in waktu.. and now, shalat ashar dulu aah, bis itu mw nostalgila, ay mw bunuh2in teroris2 aaah.. wekekeke.. Have a nice day everyone..!!! (^_^)y

Hmmm.. Tiba2 ay ingin post blog yg isinya lmyn panjang nih.. this thread will consists of 3 main things, 1st thing will be the “homework” that was assigned by Mr. Xchneider for me.. 2nd is my Third bento’s pictures..!! this time I made it together with my bestgirl Gilang.. and the 3rd one would be, my own personal words about my life these days.. (baca : curhat,red. hehe)

Sebelum ay tulis PRnya, ay ksh tw rulesnya dulu deh, nih ay kutip lgsg dr Mr. X :
1. Tiap blogger harus menuliskan daftar aturan ini
2. Tiap blogger harus memulai dengan menuliskan 10 kebiasaan/fakta tentang dirinya sediri
3. Bloggers yang telah terpilih *lol* harus menuliskan juga 10 fakta tentang dirinya sendiri
4. Pada akhir entri blog berisikan 10 fakta ini, sang blogger harus memilih 10 orang lain untuk mengemban tugas mulia ini
5. Jangan lupa untuk meninggalkan bom atom komen di blog orang-orang terpilih ini, mengingatkan mereka untuk menjalankan tugasnya

Well, those are the rules, here are the facts :

1. I am an “Analyzer”.. I really like to analyze people.. their attitudes, their behavior, their habits, their natures, etc. But remember, I NEVER judge them.. or even mention anything about my analysis.. I keep it to myself.. I just analyze them, but I never judge them.. because it’s their own rights for being what they are.. and I don’t have any rights to judge other people than myself..
2. I “Love animals”..!!! Cats, Rabbits, Birds, Fishes, Monkeys, Dogs, Turtles, etc. you name it.. almost all kinds of animal, I love them.. (except for spiders and millipedes, eurrrghh..) That’s why when I sees tragic things happens in animal movies / documentaries, I could drowned in tears instantly, knowing that I am powerless to help them survive.. *_”
3. I really “Admire Japanese old and traditional cultures”.. I think Japanese cultures are amazing and fascinating.. I even think that Japanese and Indonesian cultures are similar, in such colorfull and very unique kind of way.. I also like the modern hi-tech way of life of Japanese people, but honestly, I don’t really like the culture in the Japanese modern people way of socializing.. Too much of disorders and I think it’s too waaaaay out of line.. I love their cultures, but I don’t really like the people.. *sorry ;p *
4. I’m a “computer nerd”.. huehehe.. klo soal ini, umm.. well,I couldn’t say anything else more.. beberapa kali coba ikut isi tes2 or quiz2 yg mengukur kadar ke-Nerd-an or ke-Geek-an ay, yaaaa cukuplah utk meyakinkan diri ay sndiri bhw ay memanglah bs dibilang termasuk seorang computer nerd / geek.. You don’t believe me? Check out the left panel in my blog, bisa dilihat kadar ke-Geek-an saya brp, hahahaha..
5. I Love Games.. PC games, console games, arcade games, even N-gage games.. RPG, action, race, strategy, you name it, I love it.. My MOST favorite games’s List can be seen on my review of my most favorite games of all time in this blog. Even so,I really think I need to start decreasing the amount time of playing those games.. I’m a grown up person, not a giggly teenager anymore (^_^)
6. I’m a huge fan of Angelina Jolie.. Since the first time I saw her in the movie ‘original sin’(with Antonio Banderas) and in ‘gone in 60 seconds’ (with Nicholas cage), I really admire her.. such beautiful woman, with strong character and strong figure, yet so elegant and calm.. also deadly in the same time.. I even got MORE amazed when she plays as Lady Lara Croft in Tomb Raider 1, beuughhh… I wish I could be like her.. in every way.. since then, I always, and I mean ALWAYS, admire, idolize, looks up, love every character she plays in her other movies, and worship her.. (of course after I worship Allah, my mother,etc. )
7. I love Music.. klo yg ini sptnya sama neh ky yg kasih PR ke ay, klo sehari ga dgr 1 lagu pun, serasa hidup ini udh begitu gersang n kering kerontang.. *lebay* hahaha. Linkin Park, Angela Aki, Tiesto, and romantic songs are my favorites..
8. I’ve been to Tokyo.. woohoo..!!! terserah deh mw blg bosen coz udh dgr itu berkali2 dari ay, tp ay gkda bosen2nya blg itu.. why? Coz my trip to Tokyo in 2007, will be the memories I’ll treasure all my life.. wanna read my reports about my trip to Tokyo? Check out in the category “Tokyo” in this blog.. it’s all there..
9. When I’m upset or mad, I prefer to be quite.. silent.. freeze.. and alone.. You wouldn’t wanna mess with me when I’m in a bad mood, hehehe..
10. Right now, for the first time in my life, I never been this sure and certain, that the one I’ve been falling in love with now, is the Right One for me.. Being loved by him, being chosen by him, is the most precious thing I’ve ever have in my love life.. and hopefully, ya Allah, with him, with his kind and sincere help and guidance, I could find a way to You.. to get my self closer to You.. amin.. thank you my dear A.B.. (^o^)

Fiuuw…. that was a handful.. if I may say, this homework is very much alike like my Come and See thread in this blog of mine. In there you can see some other facts about my self, just in the more ‘past-tensed’ way, hehe.. ok, sesuai rules, next will be the list of the lucky ones.. hehe, and they are :
1. Dinda dindut
2. Ari-chan
3. mba Itch Itch
4. Benny
5. Ayu Azka
6. jeng Onel
7. Ratih
8. Suwung
9. Preaxz
10. Dota bio-man

Nah.. hayo hayoo dikerjain PRnya ya para bapak2 dan ibu2 semua yg ada di siniiii… *kok ky dangdut gini?!?* hehehe.. Well, you know what I mean lah.. Ta’ Enteni lhoo..

Next would be, the pictures of the third bento I made, oopz I mean we (me and Gilang,my bestgirl) made.. skdr info aja, itu qta mendadak aja, gak ada ide sblmnya mw bikin bento kyk apa. Boro2 ide bikin bento apa, ide rencananya mw akan bikin bento aja mendadak.. tw2 ay ada ide drpd bengong, ay smsin gilang, dy blg oke, lgsg ke tiptop, blanja dikit, lgsg ke TKP (dapur rmh ay), trs mulai bereksperimen dgn alat2 bento seadanya punya ay yg dulu dibeliin kk straight from Tokyo
Well, here are the pictures.. Enjoy.. *carefull, drooling is NOT ALLOWED!!* hahahaha

my Third Bento.. feat.Gilang (^o^)

detail on the egg-molded-rice ;D

details on squid sausages..

detail on heart-shaped boiled-egg..

Bento yg sama, dipindahin bwt dibawa gilang utk nyokapnya..

After the homework, and the bento pictures, I wanna share something.. just some short words, that might be sooo unimportant and worthless for any of you who read this, but these words are the MOST powerful words for me, myself personally..
I really feel that I need to tell anyone this.. I Really think.. And I am Positively certain.. that

This is the time for me to change.. No more time for me to play around restlessly.. to joke around worthlessly.. or fooling around pointlessly..

this life needs purposes.. this life needs directions..

this life must not be lost it’s way.. I must not lost my own way..

that is why.. These days.. I’m starting.. trying the best I can.. to become a better person.. spiritually.. Deeply spiritually.. amin..

Hopefully, later on, I’ll come out a little bit, even just a little bit more, higher than the ground I used to stand in such lower ground from Allah.. hopefully I can get to that higher ground, someday.. where I can, at least, will be able to see the right way to Allah.. amin.. amin ya robbal alamin..

Keep your spirits HIGH..!! coz when it’s low, your position in the wheel of life will make you stay at low too..
Have a Nice day, everyone..!!! BanZAaaaaii..!!!! q(^o^)p

Hoooy.. Everyone…!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR..!!!!!

Finally the year of 2008 has come to an end..!!!! Fiuhhh..

I wanna start something that might help other people to reflect themselves.. just to remind themselves (including myself) to become a better person in the year 2009..

So, here’s the rule :

• State 10 facts about the “most” things you’ve been through all year 2008
• State 5 of your targets / wishes / hopes for the year 2009
• then,after you finish it, tag this thread to another 5 persons.
• Remember!! those targets / wishes / hopes you write are not just gonna be some “writings on your blog”, but MAKE IT HAPPEN..!!!  Deal..??!?

There, just as simple as that..   First turn, that’ll be me..  Here goes..

in 2008, I..

1. graduated from college.. and finally I got the S.Kom title..!!! woo hoo..!!!!
2. wore yukata for the first time..!! yippey..!! hehehe
3. got my first real job.. as a programmer.. who would’ve thought, that I can have this job easily, thank you Allah..
4. attend the most lively Japanese event in Indonesia.. and that’s the Indonesia-Japan Expo.. such mega event.. (*o*)
5. had made the first enemy, bwahahaha.. but Thank God, we’re at peace again.. hehehe
6. had the most terrifying and the most annoying car accidents,  ever.. but again, Alhamdulillah I just had a minor damage.. but seriously, everytime I remember that, I’m still…  a little bit..  heuuhhh.. I forgive him, but I’m afraid I still couldn’t forget about it..  *sigh*
7. had my first *internet-fever*.. seriously, this is a very dangerous fever.. Hahahahaha
8. had my first REAL STRESS… I was totally STRESSED OUT..!!! geez.. such pressure in such limited time on such impossible tasks.. euwghh..
9. got the cutest nephews ever..!!! Aryasena and Arjuna..!!! the cutest baby boy ever..!! hihihi.. U wanna see their pictures..??
10. Fall in Love.. I mean Really Falls Deeply in Love.. I never had this feeling before.. Such precious gifts from above to be loved by him.. my Arif.. I love my Arif so much.. Thank you for teaching me how to become a better person.. and still, I even hope forever, you will keep guiding me to back in the right path.. amin..

Next are, the things that I want to accomplish / hope to be accomplished in the year 2009 are..

1. Finish the projects ON-TIME..!!! banzAaaai..!!!
2. Become a better person spiritually..  hopefully I can make myself more closer to the Great Allah.. amin..
3. Finish my own personal project to perfecting my Japanese learning computer application.. ;p
4. Save enough money to.. umm.. tee hee.. hopefully.. amin..
5. Other than 4 points from above, anything that is better.. I’ll hope for that.. amin.. :

There.. those are mine.. I will make those points as my goals.. hopefully Allah will give me strength and blessings to fulfill each and everyone of it..

Next will be, the ones who MUST and HAVE TO listed their own New Year’s Lists..  Here are the Lucky ones..

1. Mr. X a.k.a Adhib hehe, gantian kasih PR ya?
2. Ari Akina-chan
3. mbah Gilang gendeng
4. Dinda dindut
5. Fifi

Nah.. Tuhh.. Hayoo dikerjain yaaaa PRnyaa..!! lumayan neh, bwt bikin fokus lghe mw ngapain aja di tahun 2009.. Okay..??  Have a Full Spirited, Happy, and Successful year, everyone..!!!!!!!!!!!

Yesterday was my beloved A’s birthday.. I made him a special Bento.. hehehe, eventhough it’s not really a *wow* kind of bento, but I made it sincerely from my heart.. *blushing* hihihi..

Any way, here’s the picture of my second bento..

My second bento..

Deatils on heart-shaped nuggets and beef

Detail on the omelette-bear

Squid-sausages.. Cute,isn't it?

Onigiri.. aren't they cute?? ;D

Well,that’s the bento.. first thing in the morning yesterday I focusedly made that bento with 1 thing and 1 thing only in my mind.. and that is : This is the first bento I’ll ever made for the one I love, that is why, I’m trying the best I can to make this bento worth for his birthday,..!!

and Who knew, he was soooo happy to have this bento for his birthday.. and not just that, he was so happy to be able to be with me all day.. just the two of us.. and he was so happy to have me.. *aaawww… over-blushed*

And not just him, I was so happy too.. Yesterday is the most beautiful day of my life, ever… (^o^)
We went to an old theme park together for a nostalgic-moments and spent the whole day of F.U.N..!!!! (and some romance too of course, teehee..)

oh yeah, I even got the chance to meet such a very smart, kind-hearted and well-groomed bird.. his name is yakub.. here’s a picture I got..

me and yakub, the friendly bird

Well.. all I know.. right now.. that guy I went together with that day.. is the one I need to guide me.. (^.^)