cry..

I just wanna cry..
how deeply hurt this heart is..
how can I cure this hurting hurt..
how should I manage to make this heart unhurtable..
everytime..
when will I ever have his love truly for me..
just like the way I have for him..
when will he ever changed to love me..
just like the way I changed for him too..
it’s painful..
very painful..
to know that the one you loves so much in your life..
is thinking about another woman..
is thinking about how to manage to keep closer to another woman..
is thinking about how to make way to be closer to another woman & not knowing by me..
hurt me really deep..
really really deep when your trust is crossed..
how can I trust him..
when he always he hurts me like this..
what did I ever did to you..?
to make you this cruel to me..
can’t you see that you are the love of my life..?
why can’t you…
so much pain I feel..
but so much love I feel for you..

I wanna cry..

I just wanna cry..